"I know I said I wasn't going to send you anymore messages, and I promise that this will be the last one. I've decided that I can't keep doing this anymore. I'm tired of hating myself and I'm tired of annoying everyone. I've tried killing myself three times, but I can't bring myself to actually do. I go into the kitchen and get a knife and I just look at my wrists and then at the knife and I can't do it. --"
Come off anon